The Musical Diary of Lucien de Baixo From 2010 to 2020
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transcripting feelings as fast as possible into music, so it can be preseve in its purest form

Year One

starting the project - expandind the idea - wife pregnant - dyshidrosis - death of my father - birth of my son

first - monday, 06 september 2010 19:2100.49 ∙ insomnia - tuesday, 07 september 2010 02:49 ∙ record out of the box - wednesday, 08 september 2010 14:35 ∙ aaaaaaaaaaaaaah! - thursday, 09 september 2010 11:00 ∙ road to loner - friday, 10 september 2010 13:00 ∙ time to sleep - monday, 13 september 2010 00:11 ∙ short day - monday, 13 september 2010 17:20 ∙ ...long night - tuesday, 14 september 2010 03:40 ∙ machineday - wednesday, 15 september 2010 11:09 ∙ slomo - thursday, 16 september 2010 08:12 ∙ kill at will - friday, 17 september 2010 22:45 ∙ nothing to say - sunday, 19 september 2010 14:15 ∙ a lot of stuff to do - monday, 20 september 2010 09:47 ∙ ... and done nothing - monday, 20 september 2010 21:30 ∙ much more things to do - tuesday, 21 september 2010 16:20 ∙ and again done nothing - tuesday, 21 september 2010 21:50 ∙ shitty night, slow day - wednesday, 22 september 2010 20:45 ∙ the cold - friday, 24 september 2010 10:00 ∙ illhouse - friday, 24 september 2010 22:20 ∙ rdr - saturday, 25 september 2010 18:46 ∙ freezing - monday, 27 september 2010 13:45 ∙ got beat - tuesday, 28 september 2010 11:45 ∙ happy birthday mr neuraudio - friday, 01 october 2010 15:45 ∙ attack of the bubbles - sunday, 03 october 2010 19:30 ∙ scratching and itching - monday, 04 october 2010 10:35 ∙ the fourth - monday, 04 october 2010 12:52 ∙ i cut too short - tuesday, 05 october 2010 17:00 ∙ the blood test and the pee sample - thursday, 07 october 2010 20:20 ∙ i can’t turn back - friday, 08 october 2010 16:10 ∙ i’m heartless cuz’ my chest is wide open - tuesday, 12 october 2010 22:00 ∙ i feel like a melted drill - wednesday, 13 october 2010 22:45 ∙ given up for the better - thursday, 14 october 2010 10:45 ∙ found something - friday, 15 october 2010 21:23 ∙ my left hand is the pelennor fields and the right helm deep - saturday, 16 october 2010 12:52 ∙ falling face - sunday, 17 october 2010 19:00 ∙ i should write down that title - tuesday, 19 october 2010 10:50 ∙ i can’t help it, i’m happy - wednesday, 20 october 2010 11:35 ∙ 24 days left - thursday, 21 october 2010 23:59 ∙ broken - saturday, 23 october 2010 12:40 ∙ a lot of princesses - sunday, 24 october 2010 23:40 ∙ anger issue - monday, 25 october 2010 17:00 ∙ till next spreading - wednesday, 27 october 2010 15:45 ∙ curtains - thursday, 28 october 2010 12:30 ∙ b.o.g. - friday, 29 october 2010 18:35 ∙ booh! - saturday, 30 october 2010 17:35 ∙ plenty of me - tuesday, 02 november 2010 23:50 ∙ fail to fit in - wednesday, 03 november 2010 15:55 ∙ the absurd reality of life - tuesday, 09 november 2010 22:55 ∙ escape plans - wednesday, 10 november 2010 17:00 ∙ till monday evening part 1 - thursday, 11 november 2010 13:00 ∙ till monday evening part 2 - friday, 12 november 2010 11:00 ∙ till monday evening part 3 - saturday, 13 november 2010 15:00 ∙ till monday evening part 4 - sunday, 14 november 2010 17:00 ∙ i wish to be here more often... - monday, 15 november 2010 16:00 ∙ alive - tuesday, 16 november 2010 09:20 ∙ a meal and curtains - wednesday, 17 november 2010 23:25 ∙ painfully empty - thursday, 18 november 2010 23:50 ∙ ... but i’ll try my best - sunday, 21 november 2010 16:45 ∙ waiting to all things collapse - tuesday, 23 november 2010 18:10 ∙ ... but i am what i am - wednesday, 24 november 2010 21:00 ∙ hope you’re fine - friday, 26 november 2010 16:10 ∙ are they back ? - saturday, 27 november 2010 18:55 ∙ it’s a boy! - tuesday, 30 november 2010 11:40 ∙ june - wednesday, 01 december 2010 14:15 ∙ need a nap - thursday, 02 december 2010 17:30 ∙ 3 months heart beat - friday, 03 december 2010 18:25 ∙ snow - saturday, 04 december 2010 17:45 ∙ fuck! they’re back! - sunday, 05 december 2010 17:30 ∙ very near that all things collapse - tuesday, 07 december 2010 17:15 ∙ owing a lot of money - wednesday, 08 december 2010 19:00 ∙ anonymous glory - thursday, 09 december 2010 23:15 ∙ the itching, the scratching and the itching again - friday, 10 december 2010 23:35 ∙ watch the move - tuesday, 14 december 2010 20:20 ∙ not in the mood for remix - wednesday, 15 december 2010 22:40 ∙ something in her eyes - thursday, 16 december 2010 23:55 ∙ the emptiness of santa’s sack - friday, 17 december 2010 23:25 ∙ look under the tree : schnellerise - saturday, 25 december 2010 01:00 ∙ spare time with family - saturday, 25 december 2010 18:20 ∙ bigger - monday, 27 december 2010 18:35 ∙ full of laziness - tuesday, 28 december 2010 23:50 ∙ lux - wednesday, 29 december 2010 20:45 ∙ frrrrrrrrrrr - monday, 03 january 2011 18:50 ∙ best wishes and stuff - friday, 07 january 2011 23:45 ∙ thinking about that old pleyel - monday, 10 january 2011 14:35 ∙ one minute in memory of my father r.i.p. 03/01/1932-11/01/2011 tuesday, 11 january 2011 17:30 ∙ walking alone now - wednesday, 02 february 2011 18:40 ∙ trying to come back - thursday, 03 february 2011 13:00 ∙ the stroke - friday, 04 february 2011 21:30 ∙ brotherhood - tuesday, 08 february 2011 23:50 ∙ requiem for my greatest fan - saturday, 12 february 2011 17:45 ∙ happy future - monday, 14 february 2011 23:45 ∙ move on - friday, 18 february 2011 20:45 ∙ op56 theme works i - monday, 21 february 2011 23:41 ∙ op56 theme works ii - tuesday, 22 february 2011 23:29 ∙ op56 theme works iii - wednesday, 23 february 2011 23:50 ∙ op56 theme works iv - saturday, 26 february 2011 18:40 ∙ op56 theme works v - monday, 28 february 2011 11:45 ∙ skip to next - monday, 07 march 2011 23:48 ∙ worn out - tuesday, 08 march 2011 21:48 ∙ time to run - wednesday, 09 march 2011 23:38 ∙ work in - saturday, 12 march 2011 02:10 ∙ breathing chemicals - monday, 14 march 2011 00:50 ∙ chemicals fucked me up - wednesday, 16 march 2011 15:00 ∙ on the mend - friday, 18 march 2011 09:55 ∙ work that shit - tuesday, 22 march 2011 11:34 ∙ have to get to the next stage - tuesday, 22 march 2011 17:50 ∙ unpredictable event - monday, 28 march 2011 18:00 ∙ wait & see - tuesday, 29 march 2011 23:05 ∙ work at - friday, 01 april 2011 13:40 ∙ how far ? - sunday, 03 april 2011 03:33 ∙ work that the acid way - tuesday, 05 april 2011 02:15 ∙ time to act - tuesday, 05 april 2011 15:50 ∙ never ends - thursday, 07 april 2011 15:25 ∙ something must happen - sunday, 10 april 2011 16:05 ∙ heart failure - monday, 11 april 2011 17:05 ∙ bubbles in bloom - wednesday, 13 april 2011 01:56 ∙ need to stay focus - thursday, 14 april 2011 00:40 ∙ so worn out - sunday, 17 april 2011 17:22 ∙ there will be no turning back - thursday, 21 april 2011 23:10 ∙ i will do what you asked - sunday, 24 april 2011 23:55 ∙ work on - thursday, 28 april 2011 06:47 ∙ bubbles strike back - saturday, 30 april 2011 12:35 ∙ still not ready - thursday, 05 may 2011 21:21 ∙ still untitled - saturday, 07 may 2011 23:55 ∙ the clock is ticking - wednesday, 11 may 2011 10:50 ∙ you’re right, i’ll do that - thursday, 12 may 2011 10:25 ∙ thanks a lot! - monday, 16 may 2011 14:15 ∙ paint it grey - tuesday, 17 may 2011 19:40 ∙ income tax - thursday, 19 may 2011 10:35 ∙ slippling from reality - friday, 20 may 2011 17:42 ∙ sync failure - monday, 23 may 2011 23:47 ∙ i can’t do this bull shit anymore - wednesday, 25 may 2011 10:57 ∙ an other step in the right direction - saturday, 28 may 2011 01:30 ∙ the 9th month - friday, 03 june 2011 02:50 ∙ music vs cradle - monday, 13 june 2011 16:33 ∙ on track - tuesday, 14 june 2011 14:28 ∙ full time cradling - saturday, 18 june 2011 01:08 ∙ no more father’s day to wish - sunday, 19 june 2011 23:52 ∙ building a monster - monday, 20 june 2011 22:50 ∙ fuelless - saturday, 25 june 2011 03:30 ∙ too hot - tuesday, 28 june 2011 02:33 ∙ an afternoon alone - wednesday, 29 june 2011 19:33 ∙ few days left - tuesday, 05 july 2011 11:17 ∙ off mode - see you in september - friday, 08 july 2011 00:18 ∙ i will send you postcards - wednesday, 06 july 2011 18:47

Year Two

Still dealing with dyshidrosis - grief - unable to work - no money - time with my children

year 2 - tuesday, 06 september 2011 20:57 ∙ not every day - thursday, 08 september 2011 23:43 ∙ special guest : my 3 months son on the piano - friday, 09 september 2011 20:22 ∙ the swedish furniture master fitter - sunday, 11 september 2011 03:05 ∙ 9 layers of white - tuesday, 13 september 2011 16:53 ∙ give me my sleep back - thursday, 15 september 2011 23:25 ∙ low battery era - friday, 23 september 2011 23:58 ∙ unpowered - monday, 26 september 2011 23:16 ∙ anyway to get my time back ? - wednesday, 28 september 2011 23:56 ∙ the month that took those too young fellas - friday, 30 september 2011 18:15 ∙ the late unfinished gift - tuesday, 04 october 2011 23:57 ∙ freedom ahead - wednesday, 05 october 2011 17:58 ∙ the radio show - thursday, 06 october 2011 23:43 ∙ the hidden stuffs - monday, 10 october 2011 23:36 ∙ the slow motion day - thursday, 13 october 2011 22:34 ∙ the half day - friday, 14 october 2011 20:20 ∙ the tag day - tuesday, 18 october 2011 11:50 ∙ enough with this seinfeld titles thing - thursday, 20 october 2011 16:14 ∙ the end of a time - friday, 21 october 2011 23:34 ∙ one done ten to go - sunday, 23 october 2011 23:48 ∙ two tunes to the trash - thursday, 27 october 2011 13:28 ∙ if only i could wake up at 9 am every day - friday, 28 october 2011 21:27 ∙ once you’ve tasted it, you’re done - saturday, 29 october 2011 16:56 ∙ acid colors - tuesday, 01 november 2011 23:58 ∙ acid writing - friday, 04 november 2011 23:24 ∙ acid bubbles - sunday, 06 november 2011 12:52 ∙ acid fingers - wednesday, 09 november 2011 00:32 ∙ spreading bubbles - monday, 14 november 2011 23:52 ∙ a very bad evening - thursday, 17 november 2011 23:13 ∙ if only i could be as many as we are in my head - sunday, 20 november 2011 01:29 ∙ you’ll see, 33 ain’t that bad - tuesday, 22 november 2011 18:24 ∙ the unicorn ballad - friday, 25 november 2011 02:38 ∙ the minimal adventure begins - saturday, 03 december 2011 02:02 ∙ a bubble all alone - sunday, 04 december 2011 17:22 ∙ 6 months and one day - monday, 05 december 2011 14:43 ∙ html5 - tuesday, 06 december 2011 16:59 ∙ on the edge of everything - thursday, 08 december 2011 22:51 ∙ it’s time to rise. once again - monday, 12 december 2011 15:39 ∙ what’s wrong with you, my sweatheart - tuesday, 13 december 2011 01:55 ∙ protowork - thursday, 15 december 2011 16:21 ∙ flu - saturday, 17 december 2011 17:06 ∙ æon flu - sunday, 18 december 2011 21:31 ∙ ain›t disco - monday, 09 january 2012 11:13 ∙ 31536000 seconds later - wednesday, 11 january 2012 11:13 ∙ need to find a job - thursday, 12 january 2012 20:08 ∙ 8 am call - tuesday, 17 january 2012 15:17 ∙ scratching, itching, you know the drill - thursday, 19 january 2012 23:54 ∙ money! money! money! - tuesday, 01 january 2012 ∙ how to throw a raclette party - wednesday, 25 january 2012 15:31 ∙ meeting with nice people - thursday, 26 january 2012 23:58 ∙ geek night - friday, 27 january 2012 20:01 ∙ a tasteless bitterness of nothing - wednesday, 08 february 2012 18:54 ∙ almost ready - tuesday, 14 february 2012 16:33 ∙ and... - saturday, 18 february 2012 01:34 ∙ 200th - tuesday, 21 february 2012 17:33 ∙ keep going no matter what - wednesday, 22 february 2012 14:46 ∙ fucking bubbles - friday, 24 february 2012 15:46 ∙ illmansion - sunday, 04 march 2012 17:31 ∙ bubbles at war - sunday, 11 march 2012 10:30 ∙ bubbles can’t win - wednesday, 14 march 2012 18:54 ∙ autumn brown - thursday, 16 march 2012 16:59 ∙ i’m feeling happy and i just don’t know why - sunday, 18 march 2012 13:41 ∙ seeking for a job - tuesday, 20 march 2012 18:47 ∙ the abandoned grave - monday, 26 march 2012 13:54 ∙ 4 weeks of bad nights - tuesday, 27 march 2012 16:57 ∙ trapped in a sweat dream - wednesday, 28 march 2012 16:54 ∙ occupy with schratchin bubbles so lets the computer works by itself - tuesday, 03 april 2012 18:54 ∙ standing on the both sides of oblivion - thursday, 05 april 2012 23:38 ∙ cashflow - friday, 14 april 2012 19:01 ∙ back home and the bubbles were waiting for me - monday, 23 april 2012 15:54 ∙ that drill that doesn’t stop - wednesday, 24 april 2012 22:06 ∙ blood and tears - thursday, 26 april 2012 22:26 ∙ ripping - friday, 27 april 2012 17:06 ∙ r.t.p.m.c.a. - sunday, 06 may 2012 23:48 ∙ my oldest friend - wednesday, 09 may 2012 21:08 ∙ i will leave - wednesday, 23 may 2012 23:23 ∙ 30 is just the beginning - thursday, 26 may 2012 23:58 ∙ the bubbles vs the wizard - saturday, 26 may 2012 23:23 ∙ sulphurous bubbles - tuesday, 29 may 2012 15:02 ∙ i hate that kind of day - friday, 31 may 2012 23:58 ∙ better but not - friday, 08 june 2012 20:51 ∙ sulphur in my blood - monday, 11 june 2012 22:21 ∙ how to keep going when everything is changing - tuesday, 12 june 2012 17:21 ∙ time oscillation - thursday, 14 june 2012 15:59 ∙ how to waste a day - friday, 15 june 2012 18:53 ∙ injured ankle - tuesday, 19 june 2012 16:53 ∙ glitchy ankle - sunday, 24 june 2012 19:28 ∙ denied - monday, 25 june 2012 16:44 ∙ no concession - tuesday, 26 june 2012 17:13 ∙ ill-fated and broke - thursday, 05 july 2012 19:19 ∙ no exit - friday, 06 july 2012 21:43 ∙ green - saturday, 07 july 2012 22:43 ∙ no place like home - monday, 09 july 2012 20:58 ∙ some very old files - tuesday, 10 july 2012 22:37 ∙ gasping - wednesday, 11 july 2012 23:51 ∙ dry out - friday, 13 july 2012 20:59 ∙ not there yet - sunday, 15 july 2012 16:25 ∙ rage - saturday, 21 july 2012 01:25 ∙ don’t know yet - wednesday, 25 july 2012 13:27 ∙ the ideal city - sunday, 29 july 2012 23:01 ∙ up and down - monday, 30 july 2012 23:55

Year Three

dyshidrosis - the 300th track - finding a new job -

fresh start - thursday, 06 september 2012 17:19 ∙ the little king - monday, 10 september 2012 14:32 ∙ hoping against hope - wednesday, 12 september 2012 20:38 ∙ just not in time - tuesday, 18 september 2012 13:28 ∙ don’t forget to save - tuesday, 18 september 2012 23:58 ∙ finally i might found the right way - friday, 21 september 2012 15:20 ∙ half brain missing - wednesday, 26 september 2012 15:57 ∙ pesky pain - monday, 01 october 2012 15:17 ∙ wasted - sunday, 07 october 2012 10:51 ∙ stuck in an other reality - wednesday, 10 october 2012 21:09 ∙ bubble bite - friday, 10 october 2012 21:09 ∙ bubble apocalypse - sunday, 14 october 2012 12:10 ∙ waiting for the phone call - tuesday, 16 october 2012 19:59 ∙ riiiingg damn it - thursday, 18 october 2012 11:28 ∙ it rang - tuesday, 23 october 2012 18:48 ∙ the waiting - tuesday, 23 october 2012 21:49 ∙ i want that job - wednesday, 24 october 2012 14:38 ∙ stray kid - thursday, 25 october 2012 22:34 ∙ positive - sunday, 28 october 2012 00:57 ∙ victory ! - monday, 05 november 2012 20:45 ∙ i am the man - tuesday, 06 november 2012 16:55 ∙ jumping through realities - thursday, 08 november 2012 16:55 ∙ flabalalala pouah - monday, 12 november 2012 22:37 ∙ meandering inside of a dmz - wednesday, 14 november 2012 21:49 ∙ slow papers - wednesday, 21 november 2012 17:24 ∙ just nothing - thursday, 22 november 2012 21:37 ∙ encrypted mind - friday, 07 december 2012 22:57 ∙ next move - wednesday, 12 december 2012 17:07 ∙ so low in the stack - wednesday, 18 december 2012 23:12 ∙ riding the clouds - thursday, 20 december 2012 15:20 ∙ couldn’t start the year with a requiem - monday, 14 january 2013 11:57 ∙ away for a time but still there - friday, 18 january 2013 10:54 ∙ a delightful time of silence - monday, 05 february 2013 17:31 ∙ doomed until the end - monday, 11 february 2013 14:58 ∙ idle at full speed - tuesday, 12 february 2013 22:51 ∙ square one - thursday, 14 february 2013 15:53 ∙ i’m getting softer but still hard as stone - saturday, 14 february 2013 15:53 ∙ reverse cash - sunday, 17 february 2013 16:22 ∙ keep it zen - monday, 18 february 2013 13:12 ∙ smoke it - tuesday, 19 february 2013 15:00 ∙ no stress - wednesday, 20 february 2013 16:02 ∙ maximal tribute - friday, 22 february 2013 10:01 ∙ lullaby for the next generation - monday, 25 february 2013 20:53 ∙ le calme avant la tempête - wednesday, 27 february 2013 21:42 ∙ weathering the storm of life - saturday, 02 march 2013 00:22 ∙ full of nostalgia and self-derision - saturday, 03 march 2013 01:14 ∙ otherwise you will have to wait till the first of may - saturday, 06 march 2013 00:26 ∙ smockin› stress - saturday, 13 march 2013 11:36 ∙ sorry for today - saturday, 14 march 2013 21:33 ∙ boiling blood - thursday, 14 march 2013 12:46 ∙ a lot of yes - thursday, 26 march 2013 14:18 ∙ pre300th blues - tuesday, 02 april 2013 21:07 ∙ as fast as the time pass - saturday, 06 april 2013 21:49 ∙ one hell of a bouillabaisse (a massive feat) - friday, 24 may 2013 10:25 ∙ bubbling season - tuesday, 28 may 2013 21:49 ∙ dark bubbles - wednesday, 29 may 2013 17:23 ∙ bubble mustache - friday, 31 may 2013 21:17 ∙ problem unsolved - sunday, 02 june 2013 18:41 ∙ no more cities - sunday, 09 june 2013 19:23 ∙ bubble dmz - tuesday, 12 june 2013 09:58 ∙ bubbles got me - sunday, 23 june 2013 11:45

Year Four

writing a symphony in a day - dyshidrosis

bubble face - tuesday, 17 september 2013 12:19 ∙ still burning - wednesday, 18 september 2013 18:51 ∙ pure pain - monday, 23 september 2013 23:37 ∙ never without you - thursday, 26 september 2013 21:27 ∙ even when it glows low, it illuminates the darkness - monday, 04 november 2013 20:42 ∙ handling the pain - wednesday, 06 november 2013 14:22 ∙ a glimpse of hope - tuesday, 12 november 2013 14:05 ∙ the treatment - tuesday, 14 november 2013 11:58 ∙ left for lethargic - wednesday, 20 november 2013 17:28 ∙ quite ok - wednesday, 27 november 2013 21:56 ∙ euphoristic method - monday, 02 december 2013 18:57 ∙ here we go again - sunday, 08 december 2013 00:14 ∙ being what i don’t want to be - sunday,15 december 2013 01:09 ∙ green folks - sunday, 15 december 2013 23:49 ∙ haha hahahaha hahahaha - tuesday, 17 december 2013 00:24 ∙ disappointing behavior - tuesday, 24 december 2013 02:10 ∙ starting block - tuesday, 7 january 2014 18:09 ∙ 3 years and a day - sunday, 12 january 2014 20:55 ∙ the long road - thursday, 16 january 2014 23:28 ∙ too many short nights - thursday, 22 january 2014 22:28 ∙ as years were days - friday, 24 january 2014 18:11 ∙ the 2 kids and the wolf (feat. lison de baixo) - thursday, 30 january 2014 23:24 ∙ life is a hoax - monday, 03 february 2014 18:49 ∙ anyway next - sunday, 09 february 2014 17:35 ∙ deleting one of myself - monday, 03 march 2014 18:35 ∙ late on everything - friday, 07 march 2014 00:22 ∙ 36 hours sleep - monday, 24 march 2014 13:05 ∙ one day flu - tuesday, 24 march 2014 15:00 ∙ i need new gears - thursday, 27 march 2014 15:14 ∙ introspection - monday, 31 march 2014 19:52 ∙ i can’t stand cities anymore - tuesday, 01 april 2014 12:43 ∙ run - wednesday, 02 april 2014 20:06 ∙ lost in wasted time - thursday, 03 april 2014 23:17 ∙ no rest - monday, 07 april 2014 19:18 ∙ a pause - monday, 14 april 2014 00:35 ∙ i’m back btw - sunday, 04 may 2014 20:11 ∙ pain and glory of breathing and dreaming - monday, 23 june 2014 21:56 ∙ idling till reboot - friday, 18 july 2014 20:04

Year Five

lighter dyshidrosis - lot of work - no need for doing music so much

false start - saturday, 13 september 2014 01:01 ∙ breathing the time - tuesday, 30 september 2014 18:20 ∙ up and down of nothing - tuesday, 14 october 2014 11:03 ∙ seek and lost - friday, 07 november 2014 16:07 ∙ the minute before drowning - friday, 21 november 2014 14:22 ∙ a new look on the world - friday, 13 march 2015 12:41 ∙ throwing some little bits of myself - tuesday, 31 march 2015 14:12 ∙ pre-artificial mood (mix 1)- thursday, 09 april 2015 10:01 ∙ pre-artificial mood (down mix) - friday, 10 april 2015 09:49 ∙ repatching - friday, 22 may 2015 16:54 ∙ spending- tuesday, 16 june 2015 13:46

Year Six

dyshidrosis - too many people dead or broken for nothing

no promise - monday, 07 september 2015 17:0305.30 ∙ life›s azimuth - monday, 14 september 2015 23:51 ∙ the foundation - wednesday, 23 september 2015 10:33 ∙ we will never left you - saturday, 03 october 2015 13:37 ∙ my little pain - friday, 09 october 2015 15:19 ∙ bubbles cuts - saturday, 10 october 2015 23:51 ∙ what about bubbles - tuesday, 13 october 2015 18:12 ∙ latency - tuesday, 20 october 2015 16:34 ∙ unnecessary stress - friday, 23 october 2015 17:04 ∙ unsatisfactory - saturday, 24 october 2015 18:41 ∙ empty mode - friday, 30 october 2015 17:25 ∙ unwaked - sunday, 08 november 2015 16:23 ∙ one week of eternal sorrow - friday, 20 november 2015 18:40 ∙ the falls - friday, 26 november 2015 17:17 ∙ lost and found - monday, 14 december 2015 10:47 ∙ fissures in blank - sunday, 10 january 2016 13:19 ∙ five - monday, 11 january 2016 13:45 ∙ everyday requiem - thursday, 14 january 2016 20:18 ∙ infinitesimal energy boost - sunday, 14 february 2016 14:42 ∙ ode to nothing - thursday, 07 april 2016 21:57 ∙ through zen and anger - friday, 15 april 2016 18:05 ∙ corosive city - tuesday, 10 may 2016 20:21 ∙ interlude i - friday, 13 may 2016 14:32 ∙ interlude ii - monday, 16 may 2016 01:01 ∙ guilt of silence - tuesday, 31 may 2016 21:11 ∙ five already - saturday, 04 june 2016 21:56 ∙ bubble swing - sunday, 05 june 2016 19:11 ∙ bubble curse - monday, 06 june 2016 10:04 ∙ bubble kisses - tuesday, 07 june 2016 21:33 ∙ like niddles under the skin - wednesday, 08 june 2016 22:08 ∙ in pain - thursday, 09 june 2016 17:53 ∙ save me - sunday, 12 june 2016 14:16 ∙ from the ashes of my skin - monday, 13 june 2016 15:16 ∙ a colder tomorrow - tuesday, 14 june 2016 21:17 ∙ bubble stain - thursday, 16 june 2016 11:41 ∙ the interminable short wait - tuesday, 21 june 2016 17:11 ∙ the cost of winning every battle - wednesday, 22 june 2016 21:46 ∙ is it 9 o’clock already - saturday, 22 june 2016 12:52 ∙ see you on the other side - friday, 01 july 2016 16:19

Year Eight

none (new city, new life, new work, everything is fine or it's what i thinked)

Year Nine

the seperation - meeting the light - knowing how it will finish - believing in a foolish hope - few dyshidrosis crisis

prelude for what will follow - sunday, 20 january 2019 19:1108.28 ∙ very few off - tuesday, 05 february 2019 23:46 ∙ the warmest welcome - thursday, 07 february 2019 23:56 ∙ furtive joy - thursday, 14 february 2019 22:20 ∙ to end what doesn’t exist anymore - friday, 15 february 2019 23:38 ∙ one last purrr - wednesday, 27 february 2019 23:00 ∙ smokes and tears - saturday, 02 march 2019 01:38 ∙ mirror in the dark - thursday, 07 march 2019 22:25 ∙ heart translation - sunday, 10 march 2019 12:36 ∙ phoenixes with no tomorrow - wednesday, 13 march 2019 23:52 ∙ my northen star - wednesday, 19 march 2019 00:01 ∙ the masks i wear - friday, 22 march 2019 00:16 ∙ words and smiles - saturday, 23 march 2019 23:54 ∙ lipstick on mug - sunday, 24 march 2019 19:33 ∙ lust for flickering dot - wednesday, 27 march 2019 00:36 ∙ you are the light - friday, 29 march 2019 00:06 ∙ the bubble price - tuesday, 02 april 2019 00:30 ∙ like fluorouracil in your veins - wednesday, 03 april 2019 23:57 ∙ the joke - thursday, 04 april 2019 23:20 ∙ methadone verses - sunday, 07 april 2019 20:31 ∙ harder than that - tuesday, 09 april 2019 23:42 ∙ no joking policy - wednesday, 10 april 2019 23:12 ∙ heroin ecstasy laudanum ether nicotine - saturday, 13 april 2019 20:45 ∙ light under cloudness ether - sunday, 14 april 2019 23:11 ∙ and never now - monday, 15 april 2019 23:33 ∙ sweet coffee - wednesday, 17 april 2019 02:00 ∙ caffeine withdrawal - tuesday, 18 april 2019 00:40 ∙ bad rehab - friday, 19 april 2019 01:01 ∙ i want to text - saturday, 20 april 2019 01:11 ∙ fragrance blow - tuesday, 23 april 2019 23:59 ∙ back reminiscence - thursday, 25 april 2019 00:19 ∙ damn that shoulder - friday, 26 april 2019 23:39 ∙ the sweetest pain - sunday, 28 april 2019 01:46 ∙ interlude for a sacrifice - friday, 03 may 2019 00:57 ∙ a longstanding heart craving - sunday, 05 may 2019 15:21 ∙ under annabolic influence - monday, 06 may 2019 00:04 ∙ pills of despair - monday, 08 july 2019 22:19

Year ten

losing light - locked up -

without a word - wednesday, 05 february 2020 20:54 ∙ the distance of silence - thursday, 06 february 2020 22:43 ∙ light deprivation - sunday, 09 february 2020 12:33 ∙ like a ghost - monday, 17 february 2020 21:31 ∙ decaffeinated - wednesday, 19 february 2020 23:06 ∙ under light discharge - friday, 21 february 2020 01:08 ∙ to lose everything - wednesday, 26 february 2020 22:40 ∙ melting happiness - thursday, 19 march 2020 18:51 ∙ accidental exchange - fridday, 20 march 2020 23:05 ∙ bubble spring - saturday, 21 march 2020 21:40